03 March, 2009

Aftermath

The entire dilema with the government has left me in this small, dark, old and stuffy house that could be the set for a horror movie. i dont like horror movies, even though i might be a good villain for them, i'm not Hannibal Lector but i could be of some use to people in hollywood.
Anyway, i figured i should lay low for a while, even though most of my "power strength" has returned, (i guess i'm more "with" my powers than i thought! i thought they would take days to come back, but they only took about 1 and a half) i guess i'm kinda scared. I know, what could i be scared of? I have enough abilities that i could know everything in the world, but the only problem is that sometimes its better not knowing these things, it ads to the thrill of chase, but i'm not sure what i can do about this situation.
I have mediocore control and experiance with my abilities, so i have'nt got a hang of all the perks that come with telepathy, or technopathy, but i know the basics, which is reading minds and hacking. Where am i going with this? You might wonder. Well, i'm going to practise my abilities, and in my spare time, i'm going to "kill and take" powers, sounds like a good plan, riht? i know that any "good" person would try to stop the government, but i have a saying: "If it ain't you, dont worry about it"

I have been thinking alot in here, about how my life has changed...
2 years ago i was normal, i partied with my friends and i had alot of money, and i had control, but now all have is control and thats only in my powers, not my life, the government tried to take away everything, maybe i could get my life back... Nah! its fun being the villain, even if my life is powered by abilities that i'm not great at using.

You know, in high school i was the queen bee, i had everyone rapped around my finger.
Everything i said was met with admiration, and i took everything in my stride, i could twist anything into a positive (for me, not so much for others), why cant i get that back? I miss one lunch 2 years ago, my dad gets mad, i get mad, saying that i had to work late at the cafe' (it was in Texas, it was called the burnt toast diner, i only worked there for 2 months), but he wouldn't have it! I accidently killed him using my power and now simultaneusly i'm here, i was happy then, but i cant go back to that, no matter what i do, i cant go back to that. Even if i wanted to, which i dont, because then i'd have to give up being the villain.

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